I'd rather not speak.

I'd rather stay silent.

I'd rather stay under the covers for a long time, with only a piece of skin between you and me.

I'd rather have my winter sleep thank look at this whiteness, desperately trying to remind me what the colour of my face should be, but isn't.

I'd rather assure you that I haven't forgotten about who I am. And I know who you are.


Do you mind, Dearest?

got a letter from a messenger
i read it when it came
it said that you were wounded
you were bound and chained
you had love and you were handled
you were poisoned you were pained
oh no, oh no you were naked
you were shamed

you could almost touch heaven
right there in front of you
liberty just slipped away on us
now there's so much work to do
oh the door that closes tightly
is the door than can swing wide
oh no, not expecting to collide

for a minute i let my guard down
not afraid to be found out
i completely forgot dear
what our fears were all about
oh no,oh no there's no need to be without

if there's a chance i would take it, TAKE IT!!
this desire i can't kill, NO !
take my heart please don't break it, break it!!
i will crawl to your foothill

i'm frightened but i'm coming
please baby please lay still !!!
oh no i'm not coming for the kill
oh no i'm not coming for the kill
oh no i'm not coming for the kill

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Wherever You are.

Whatever You're doing.

Whoever You are.

Whatever Your reasons were.

Happy Birthday, hun :)


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Tomorrow is another anniversary. What a month :>